Control

Sitting in the Clinic across the formica table,
Beauty,
Room cold, dark, enclosed,
Christ, let me out.
Tense, more tense
Unnecessary bricks and blocks, cards and stupid questions
Stop, let me out. 
But now I am becoming free,
No clenched fists, becoming free,
Slow,
Breathing,
Controlling,
Bending and folding,
Yoga.

Notes, June 11, 2010